- something widely feared as a possible unpleasant or dangerous occurance
e.g. “the spectre of war”
“We all have a social mask, right? We put it on, we go out, put our best foot forward, our best image. But behind that social mask is a personal truth, what we really, really believe about who we are and what we’re capable of.” – Phil McGraw
“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask.” – Jim Morrison
It can be the most difficult thing in the world to honestly be yourself. Being who we truly are begins to be socialized out of us in early childhood. We learn how to please others because we are taught that pleasing others is more important than pleasing ourselves. We are taught that we are better people if we put ourselves aside and present to the world what the world wants us to be. We learn how to wear masks to suite the people, places and situations in our lives. We learn that being ourselves can be excruciatingly painful, because being ourselves makes us vulnerable. If they see our true colours, they can criticize us, laugh at us, or reject us. We are social creatures, so we begin to believe that fitting in and being the same is safer and more comfortable. The truth is, it causes more damage to us and those around us than being ourselves ever will. When we are our truest selves we have so much more to offer the world that only we can give. Wearing masks to protect our vulnerability dims the powerful light that is within each of us and weakens our ability to let it out and benefit the world.
So we suppress our truest spirit. We put on a brave face when we are scared, a happy face when we are sad, an agreeable face when we are angry. We pretend that we like things that we don’t, we compromise when we are fundamentally opposed to something that’s important to us, and we tell ourselves that we are being nice, and keeping the peace. We wouldn’t want to rock the boat now would we? But is it actually being nice and keeping the peace, or are we just trading the potential conflict with others with a very real and very immediate conflict within ourselves? We are so afraid of what others might think of us, that we have given them all the power and have placed more significance on what they think than what we think of ourselves, and it slowly eats at our spirit. In reality, we end up more lonely, isolated and insignificant by letting that fear rule us, than we would be if we just allowed ourselves to be authentic.
I am not saying that we should all air our dirty laundry, or go around telling everyone the details of our exceptionally crappy day when they ask how we are. You can be real without being negative, complaining or wallowing in self pity. You can look your unhappiness or discomfort in the face, admit to it, talk to a friend or loved-one about it and then, put your energy into a solution. I do believe in the power of positivity. I do believe in looking for the good in all situations, and I do believe in compromise for the greater good. I don’t however, believe that these things should be done when they are in direct conflict with your truest self. If the foot you put forward for the world to see requires you to lie to yourself about who you are and how you really feel, you do the world a great dis-service.
It’s time to throw off the veil. Time to come out of the shadows and let the world see you. Time to take off all the different masks we wear and be brave enough to look criticism and conflict in the eye and realize that avoiding it is not more important and less painful than being honest with yourself and finding your true place in the world. The world needs you. The authentic you. The most beautiful part of this is that all we really want is love and belonging and the more of us that throw off the veil, the more authentic people there will be in the world to have real and meaningful relationships with. The more we allow ourselves to be known, the more we allow others to be known. Freedom and authenticity are contagious.
STYLING: Patron of Dreams
VINTAGE: White dresses, shawls and scarves from The Goodwill Store in Winnipeg
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